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Word Wednesday Reflections

I split my poem writing about 50/50 between computer and journal. As magical as it can be to scratch something onto paper with ink, there’s an aspect of typing mechanics that’s appealing as well.

This is a poem that was written in my journal and I came across it last night as I went back through the last couple weeks transferring handwritten poems into digital files. It’s recent and hasn’t had much editing at all – if any (honestly can’t remember if I made any changes last night). Here ya go.

backscattering

turning the broken mirror around,
spiderweb cracks full of stories
& broken promises -

we are never who we expect
in reflection: the funhouse
turns us agoggle & oblong,
terrifying & troubling.

and what’s worse?
this is the purest truth.

our humanity seemingly
in hundreds of pieces,
dust-caked & tarnished -

we are a lost tribe of hopeful fools
searching for enlightenment,
our wanderings across
these cracked paths are biblical
while our faith in each other
rots by the day.

turning the broken mirror around,
there’s just not enough light -
one last shard of sunshine left…

to see some shred of future
in one of a hundred reflections,
a wisp of a thing, really;

but just enough to draw the eye in,
wipe away some dirt & whisper:
“it’s enough.”